What about my own feelings?

My (hopefully not so long) journey of trying to be happy
  • bases for normal people:
  • 1st: kissing
  • 2nd: kinky stuff
  • 3rd: oral
  • home run: sex
  • bases for me:
  • 1st: knowing each other's existence
  • 2nd: breathing the same air
  • 3rd: eye contact
  • home run: speaking to each other